30 - 17 , 21 - 30

had badminton tournament today . the good news is , we have Atikah , who is in the best 16 for the first time ! =D and the bad news is , I lost during round 2 . I hate myself . Literally . I was aiming for at least round 3 . but oh well , it's over . let it be . at least I get to kill the 1st round with 30 - 17 . =] anyways , I do not know why , I got really nervous this year . for some unknown reasons . that nervous feeling just filled up the spaces in my heart . I hate myself . I knew that I could have done it better . oh well . I seriously have to train myself . in any ways . and yes ! teacher finally agrees with having our own badminton T-shirt ! I'm be the designer , I'm sure it'll be awesome . God bless me . =D